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Name: Emily
Birthday: 7/9/1990
Interests: the beach,
basketball,
skiing,
drawing,
longboarding,
stargazing,
hanging out with my friends,
being with my family,
photography,
camping,
ping pong,
tennis,
...lots of things.
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Member Since:
10/19/2004
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| Rough week
I.B. testing all week. Not like I studied at all, and not like it matters too much, most colleges don't take standard level anyway. Well, maybe not a rough week. Easy week. Nothing to do. Tests, hang out, little bit of school, sunshine.
Good things and bad things this week. Balanced each other out. I don't know, sometimes I just want to stop thinking, stop wondering, stop trying to make sense of things. I just want to sit back and watch. Take a break from this constant motion, everlasting need to do things. Don't feel like pleasing everyone all the time.
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| hey.
so i went to omnimax with megan tonight and it was amazing. not only was the picture extremely clear, the sound was phenomenal. seriously, i'd totally forgotten how great it was; seeing as i haven't been there in years. but i think in the future, i'll definitely plan on watching more movies/documentaries there. theres this one on sea monsters coming out in the fall, haha me and megan are definitely gonna hit that one up.
so we watched a documentary on the alps, and wow, it was awesome. not only was the storyline engaging, but the facts and history behind it were really interesting. it's so crazy how they could build tunnels and villages there, right out of the rocky cliffs and mountains. gah, everything about it was breathtaking.
 
the best part is feeling like you're actually in the movie/documentary. ahh i love it.
meh, so afterwards we didn't have much to do so we just sat in the car to avoid the rain and chat a little. ended up talking for 2 hours! crazy, but since megan was sick (somewhat my fault.. cause i probably passed it on to her) i just headed home and grabbed a bite to eat on the way. anyway, tommorrow i'm going to suzie's (my cousin) graduation down at willamette so it'll be a busy day... well, maybe boring. and this coming week i have i.b. testing 4 out of 5 days, so that should be fun!
...wish me luck...
-em
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| we lost in the first rounds of districts.
against grant #1 (we're lincoln #4)
in three sets.
...we made one of the girls cry though.
(but she was also kind of crazy, so.)
i was also really sick too
i've been sick for the past week and a half. this sore throat, cough, stuffy/runny nose thing. my voice is/was completely gone. mehh.
my cousins wedding was yesterday, it was really fun.
didn't bring my camera though, but i'll have pictures soon.
peace.
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| i'm really tired.
i can't sleep. i haven't had a good nights sleep for months, one without a dream that wouldn't come true, or one without waking up and being confused and unhappy for one reason or another. i try to sleep early but i never fall asleep. i think of things i don't want to think about. i guess that's why i stay up late, wearing myself out, until i'm so tired i'll just plop on bed and be knocked out. i pay for that in the mornings.
the perfect song to describe this...
i can't get to sleep
i think about the implications
of diving in too deep
and possibly the complications
especially at night
i worry over situations
i know i'll be alright
perhaps it's just imagination
day after day it reappears
night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
ghosts appear and fade away
come back another day
alone between the sheets
only brings exasperation
it's time to walk the streets
smell the desperation
Colin Hay - Overkill
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